Shit just got real.

So the school year has began, the final year!I still can't get used to that.It's been shitty to mediocre.I slipped back into the usual rountine like i never had the break from it.From my first period i realised i was behind....already.Homework has been insane.Whenever I get through one subjects worth of homework more comes along.Not doing the chemistry work and reading the wrong novel first, over the holidays, made things 10x worse.I considered droping chem yerturday, but that was just a fantasy i used to ease my mind.Truth is chem will be way easier this year, it just has a huge work load which a lazy person like me can't bare to comprehend.I was disapointed when i realised i didn't have Ms Hufton because shes been one of the best teachers i've ever had, but Mr burke is even better, and i can tell i'll have the same respect for him that i did for ms Hufton by the end of the year.I'm pretty happy with all my teachers, although i have Ms Roberts for English.She is not a terrible teacher(not the best either), but i just don't like her and she doesn't like me.Also i'm getting the impression that futher maths is easier than general(not joking...i can't believe it either.).My timetable is horrible.I have no afternoons off, and only one morning off.Otherwise all free periods are 3+4, and on Wednesdays when everyone goes home I have to stick around for an hour and a half lunch and one legal studies class.There's a few new people, but i havnt socialised with any of them so group dynamics havn't changed at all.Everything else is just like last year.

The first weekend felt like a continuation of the summer holidays(i've decided to declar those holidays the best ever).My family went away to Phillip Island, and i didnt perticulary won't to go becasue I've been there like 10000000000 times.So instead i opted to have the house to myself for the weekend.My family left at about 4:30, after my Nan gave me a list of reasons why I shouldn't be, "the next Corey"(the cunt off the news for those who don't own any media resources), she's always paranoid about teenage partys, I dont why.So I sat down in my lounge room and listened to the sound of silence and my own thoughts for a good 20 minutes(sad i know, but you try having 100s of little cunt kids running around everywhere).I spent the rest of the night with movies, video games and unrestricted possibilites of what i could do with my computer(ie.Porn).The next day I enjoyed a long and un-interrupted sleep in.Then I played videos games until the first of the boys arrived, DD.Ten minutes later Eric arrived, and not long after Jim and Fitton turned up together.Marty turned up while i was showing fitton were to put his (new) bike.Max was the only missing.He had no idea where my house was, and followed a rough estimate i gave him which ended in us meeting him as we went to the square to buy alcohol.After that all there was left to do was get drunk.As we sat around playing and marveling at how good timespliters 2 was, while having are first can, Eric was 3 cans down and completely gone trying to play dota.Eventually we all got drunk with a few exceptions.A lot of stuff happened that i either can't remember or won't post about because its pretty regular stuff that happens at lads piss ups.Eric was so impressive that night.He drank the most out of anyone and quicker than everyone(porbably why he spent an hour sitting in my bathroom).He is a bigger party animal now than he was at that party when he fell asleep on a chaiR.The next day everyone left, and i had to clean up my house which looked like it was trashed(i can't believe 7 could make that much mess and drink that much alchohol), but in the end it took me 10 minutes to clean up.The only thing that got broken was my lamp, but i did that anyway so i can't complain.It only looked bad because everywhere you look there was several cans of grog.Video games and cricket ended that pretty fine weekend aside from the fact that everything in my house decided to break on me when i was all alone.

The main thought i've been pondering lately is "what its going to be like when i have my own house".Personally i can't wait.Sure it meens paying bills etc etc, but it'll be so worth it.No guests you don't, no annoying pets and NO KIDS(atleast for a little while, until you knock that special lady up).Getting away from the family will be great, and maybe even make me appreciate them more....MAYBE.

I've gotta go do more homework*cries in corner*..oh well i'll listen to some Beachc Boy first, and hopfully it'll give me the happiness to surive another long homework session(It's such a shame "God only Knows" is used at the end of every bloody hollywood romance movie).h

ps. I didn't use F**k once through out that post.Enjoy it now because it want happen again, that word expresses so much emotion for me.